Tuesday, August 17, 2021

Contact Agent, Chapter 9, Champions, Columbia, 200

 Contact Agent, Chapter 9

by Jacob Malewitz

Blue Vest, 200

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Apartment 9, 300

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Z wrote the headline ."First contact scenario from the past,a memory we forgot." He scribbled it out. His headline work went into old fashioned notebooks; he didn't care if this was the 1,000th century of mankind or the first era of the written word. You put your words on paper, then you moved them back to the screen. Headlines were honey: you played with them too much, it got messy.
    He crossed out the second and third tries. He looked up from his small chair, which he'd acquisitioned from Crossman. Crossman,the agent of a former time, a time where you could be different and still live, was looking out the window. Z was beginning to see beyond the second life, the chip, the Red Gate. He saw a man on the rim of thought. He saw a story.
    "I will tell this story until we listen." He just started the article, forgoing headlines. You could do that. "I will explain how we made first contact and why no one is covering it. I will explain what we've done, seen, and what we will do. Mankind has made first--"he slowed. Should he say it? There was no solid evidence; even wire feeds required some ratio of evidence. You could expound on literary thought while writig at night, but of assassins, hitmen, space soldiers, and conspiracies? Was this too big even for the Lucky Journalism universal feed?
    He crossed lines.
    And he scribbled out most of what he'd written. "Jamesian and First Contact," he wrote in his notebook. Then he went to writing.
    Toward the end of the article, at a point where he felt like sharing, a nature of the artist, he calmly read it out loud. Crossman listened to every word, but kept his eyes outside; what was he expecting to appear in the night?
    "In theory, the Red Gate is from an ancient race who built it to escape the galaxy. Why escape the Milky Way? Is there something here which drove them to an end, or are these aliens, who could be so many varieties of intelligence and physical being that you could never master exactly what they are, curious? Did we send a fleet of ships toward this gate, and  did the scout ship, once thought lost, which no one knew of, have  actually returned for the briefest of moments." He took a deep breath, a slight tug on him for a cigarette.
    "You have to say I saw him."
    "Proof, you mean. Journalism is more than proof. We aren't being read by enough to have exact proof."
    "But you need something. I saw it. The Living Red Gate. The ship with Jamesian. And I remember him."
    "You remember?
    "He was a contact agent."
    "When did you remember this?"
    "It gives me bits and  pieces. He was practically a brother. I took the girl, he took the mission. He worked so hard back then. Jamesy, we called him. He knew so much about crossing space and time you would have thought he'd become president of the entire operation. But he was part clone, black, and had no ranking individuals in the Sphere. So got picked over .Took the mission, the one  I missed out on because Babel had me flying. He took it, and I thought he died. He must hate me. I took Day. He was forgotten, a nobody, no heroic name, just another contact ops mission with no one taking credit, blame, or even mentioning it. it's worse to be forgotten than to be hated, at least in a man's true heart."

Chapter 10, 2 Points
Crossman stepped out first, noting the hover craft floating about 100 stories up across the ciity; then came Z, a journal in his hand and a monitor over his eye.
    They slowly crossed 2 points of picking up tails.
    He's good, Crossman thought.
    Z had so often lost tails that it was second nature. If you weren't followed,something was wrong with your articles. You had haters who wanted to pick up on things you did; picking up hookers or hitting the pipe. You had government officials who 1) liked you and wanted you to live or 2) didn't like you and hoped you'd disappear in the middle of a gun fight.
    Crossman, on the other hand, had  no second nature on tails. He could lose them, he could spot them, but crossing the stone tablets of the road and on his way to the destination, he almost forgot they were even there.
    By the time a man with a short pistol appeared behind him, he'd not only made the man but had decided not to kill him. Probably brainwashed. Probably Red Empire agent who wanted the chip. Or maybe the chip was playing games with him.
    Could it?
    He turned back, walking directly toward the assassin. Curious.
    "Hi," he yelled, and Z, following him via the feed, spotted two more tails converging on him. Why not just kill him and get it over with? Sniper rifle. Bad dope.  Knock on his door and knife him in the guts.
    Why?
    They wanted something. What?
    And who were they?
    So the plan was working. Crossman stepped into the first tail, who seemed more surprised by the apparent absurdity of the situation than anything. "Have you seen the way angels lie to you at night?"
    "I have," Crossman stopped. He was going to give a line back, but stopped himself. "I have seen angels, falling."
    "Crossman, what are you doing? What is your mission?"
    He almost stopped again, picking up the other tails. This man was alone. Who the hell was he? He calmly said his mission back to him, word for word, like he'd memorized it. "First contact with the Orderman beings. Rendevous with  Jamesian. Set ablaze the world who resist. And create god."
    "You are going to fail that mission if these two agents take you out."
    He started crying. He remembered more. Training. A special mission. Something Boss had given him, years ago. Then, robotically, he turned toward 2 agents coming from 2 points who were calmly sifting through a light crowd in the street.
    The chip burned.
    He slit the throat of the first man from behind, dragging him into the alley like an orcmach. The other tail stood right in the alley, gun drawn.
    "He was a second gener. Pity."
    A fire resounded, but Crossman felt no pain. He felt on fire. Falling to the ground, he could almost see the Orderman in the sky, watching over him.

Gideons Sphere, a short story by Jacob Malewitz, on F Scott Fitzgerald City of Gotham

Gideon’ Sphere

2nd draft 5/4/07

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“Gideon,” he looked perplexed, “that’s my name.”

“Gideon,” he looked confident, being a shadow this could be called odd,“that’s my name, too.” 

“You don’t look like you belong here.”

“I don’t belong anywhere.” 

“Are you dead?”

“Time is fleeting.”

“That doesn’t answer my question.”

“Yes, it does.”

Gideon was the only person in the room with a shadow, an archaic thing, confusing for those unfamiliar with the process involved in a man’s own shadow speaking. Gideon’s shadow had evolved into something less benign. 

The place was full of people, just standing in a circle, there eyes all white, no hints of any other color.  They had a blackness of the soul that would make one sick if they looked close enough

But no shadows beamed to the sides of them, no clues as to whether they had a soul. Is the shadow a gateway into the mind? Or just a web of lies like anything else considered important?

“I feel to good to let some voice push me over the edge.” Gideon did feel good, even with the end in sight. He had led a life of being dead on his feet, and now he really was the last of the living for miles. He preferred chaos to the understanding that most people had about living.

He recalled that he had the damn shadow.  Who heard of shadows addressing someone like they were a real person? He hated talking to himself; yet he did it anyways. Talking to his shadow bordered on lunacy; if he had been in the real world it wouldn’t have been a problem. Did shadows have real minds? Could they be evil? Were girls attracted to them? Were they republicans?

The kiss of the girl on Gideon’s cheek sent a rush through his body, like first understanding a poem that had left one confused for too long.  He saw her eyes. The face was fine, beautiful really, but he understood, at that moment, this wasn’t the same girl he had seen jogging on the streets of the city at night and gotten a hard on over. There was nothing there, the eyes were like looking into a can of white paint: Gideon saw no signs of life.

He felt like throwing up right there. A possessed person had kissed him; this was almost as bad as talking to his shadow, and acting like it was real, and hoping against hope it wouldn’t disappear. The girl was far to pretty to just throw up in front of her, even if her mind was gone, she still had  a body too balanced not to be stared at. He was aroused by the fact she was being controlled, but it sickened him, thinking of this girl as no different from his mother and his sister, and sex was all that he wanted.

And he could almost sense the sphere moving inside of her. It left her body, and it tried to enter his. He got the fist real glimpse of it, like something out of a movie, a small, black sphere object, with a power so strong, that he had to look away.

He heard a scream as the girl fell over – but it wasn’t the girl screaming – and he jumped back knowing he was no hero, he wouldn’t save anyone no matter what went wrong. Why didn’t the sphere take him like it did everything else? The scream had come from his shadow – the being who had the same name – it had forced the sphere back like a lion over its kill. He liked being fought over, but wasn’t sure this was the right moment for ego; he had done nothing but be the subject of possession. Still, he was curious as to why his shadow screamed.

He adjusted looking at the black spheres moving in and out of the people.  No one knew where the Spheres came from, but his shadow had given hints. He thought, again, that he was the only one with a shadow. 

“This is weird.”

“Wrong,” Gideon’s shadow replied showing pain,  “it’s a hunt for those with the will to move on. Care If I explain?”

“Yes.”

“The spheres jump in out and out of bodies – you know that – just as easily as I become your shadow. The thing is, the Spheres have always been there. It’s like an extra toe on a cat, or sprinting past someone when you haven’t run in ages. You didn’t know you had it; but you always did.”

“What if its something sexual, an extra—“

“You make fun. I have the power to end you – and you make fun.”

“You’re too serious. I am here to have fun, and I don’t think a shadow is supposed to kill the person it depends on for survival. And why did it enter me if I already had one?”

“You never had one, that’s why you have me.”

Gideon looked back, realized the conversation with his shadow was about as formal as a dog barking at a cat, so he began to walk, the shadow in hot pursuit. He hated that part, was too young to realize he was doomed to have this shadow following him around forever. He understood few situations these days. The best he could do was play along, act like he understood, try not to ask to many questions.

“Why not believe? Why not? You believe in me.”

“It just isn’t some massive conspiracy. My mind, and I know this, isn’t reliable enough. And what do you want me to do?”

“I want you to care.”

There was the road, inconsequential except that, with the Spheres around, Gideon didn’t think he would last long. He had a strategy behind this. He was sweating hard and, as the moisture began to feel annoying, he couldn’t help but wonder if he was on the right road. He wanted to go as far away as possible; he had to escape the boring shadow explaining the mathematics of the Spheres to him.

He hadn’t realized that, behind him, the entire white-eyed group who he had been staring at before, were all following him. If he had looked, he would have seen them marching in unison, the black spheres moving in and out of them, not making any noise, and the beautiful girl leading them.

“Is any of it real? I feel so outside of myself.”

“Do you like mathematics, because we could just go in circles. There are no places anymore, Gideon. Have you ever seen Cube?”

“There are no movies you stupid fucking shadow! Why would I want to watch another stupid movie when everyone is going crazy, the whole town is full of mindless drones, and you bring up a movie.”

“It’s just that –“

Gideon kicked at his shadow, began pounding the ground beneath him, as though he were digging, and the deeper he went into it, the closer the group behind him came. He didn’t really notice that; didn’t really care. He intended to destroy something, so he began throwing dirt, and pounding at the shadow, until his fists were bloodied, his cotton shirt covered in filth. 

He noticed. And he liked the fact they were closing on him; and he liked that they were going to take him. 

“Ready! Take me to your leader.”

The spheres burst out of their bodies; they all shot towards him. 

“You know,” Gideon’s shadow said, “that would have made most other people’s day, but didn’t quite fit with mine.”

“I think a shot is the answer to all my problems.” He was staring at the Black Spheres as they closed in on him, and he thought of his father, and his mother. Where were they in all this? Life just wasn’t what it used to be.

The spheres surrounded him, reflecting what little light the sun was still giving up. “Take me. I don’t really care.” He pulled out a small canteen, took a shot, fumbled in his pockets for cigarettes, and remembered he only smoked fifteen times a day.

“It’s like I told you, they cannot, but it won’t stop them from trying.” 

“Well what the fuck is the point then Peter Pan? Where the hell did they come from?”

“Every question you ask is repeated several minutes later.”

“I still think,” Gideon said in the darkest of voices, “that if I end you they will end me.”

“We all have hopes,” the shadow responded.

Gideon shook his head, traveled through hills, small, empty villages. There was no denying his end was in sight; but how? Ever since he’d moved to this small town he had been enveloped by pain, by the technology. His shadow played a small part, seemingly growing stronger as he isolated more. His color drained from him; the shadow grew stronger. 

As he walked, he tried to remember the points where he was having fun. Tried to decipher how he had gotten there; tried to repeat the process that had once made him happy. The possessed people continued to stay with him, and he continued to relent the anger on his shadow, and the spheres tried to enter his body, as they were checking to see if he could be possessed.

He acted upon his depression, even going so far as to ask his shadow to tell him about Cube. He had the tears in his eyes by that point, as though he was ten again. He wanted to pull out a glass, put ice cube in it, and down a screwdriver.

We all have dreams of a sort. Gideon dreamt of the end.

“Gideon,” he said out loud, “that’s my name.”

“I always knew your name.”

“Yet you decided to use my name. Why?”

“That’s what shadows do: steal.”

“Tell me a story. Tell me what I can do to end this curse upon the people. Is it aliens? Monsters? Republicans?”

“It comes from happiness, absorbing pain, watching and not living, questioning everything. It comes from our souls. I already explained this to you. Will you ever remember my answers? You will need them.”

“Will I ever understand?”

“Yes.”

#

Gideon once read in a comic book that all life was judged, naked to the world, in front of time. He read the comic ten times and never understood why the author had decided a comic was the place for such a story.

It led to his shadow. Something he didn’t understand. He rarely spoke to Gideon, as though he didn’t need to, as though he were already dead. He came up with his own story, bored, and decided upon giving the shadow his very own name. Once he trusted him, warmed up to Gideon, he could possibly tell him more about what this place was. He remembered no death, and death, he remembered, wasn’t always the end anyways.

He couldn’t pinpoint God in all of it, though something was behind the Spheres. Could it be God? 

By the time he reached a church on the road, he saw the sky turning black, and his shadow weakening, in pain to try and stay with him. He shook his head, wishing the process would speed up. The shadow continued to press on, no doubt fulfilling its intentions of breaking him in for upcoming pain.

By night, as he sat on the church stairs (the door was locked) he began to remember many other points upon that, when in danger, he had asked for help. There were plenty of empty cars in the parking lot, even some convertibles, but the doors were all locked. Figuring no one in this town would need a corvette, he smashed a window in, more as an act of anger than desire, and jumped into the car. He remembered he was never good at stealing, even with all the talents of his shadow, and couldn’t quite make out much in the dark. He needed a flashlight to hotwire it and, being lazy, decided to break into the church instead. There would be light there, a chance for his shadow to lecture him on the Spheres again. 

It wasn’t until he had lost the shadow, that he realized the shadow was like the girl with the empty eyes who had kissed him on the lips in that he both hated the idea of it, but felt alone without it. 

“Needing something?”

Right on queue, the church light had been lit, and his shadow had returned. Where had this light come from? Whose voice was that? Before he could ponder some more, a door opened, and he heard a whisper telling him to hurry. He looked back, saw the damned people, the walking dead, and began to pace himself towards the church. His shadow tailed him the whole way and, if it could smile, that was what it was doing. 

“Do you understand yet why they have changed?”

“I understand nothing.”

“Who are you talking to?” The priest whispered. “Are there more of you out there? Damned glasses couldn’t catch a dinosaur in broad daylight.”

“I am sorry, I’ve been cooped up to long, I tend to hold conversations with myself a lot.”

“We all do what we have to. I talk to myself when I’m not talking to God.”

Gideon felt a hand on his shoulder.

He jumped. It was her again. The sphere was outside of her now. Her eyes wide. Mouth pulling in air. She was no longer controlled by the sphere. He noted that her bangs had turned white.  She was shaking.

“What is happening? Why was I following you? I can’t—“ The Sphere entered her body again, and Gideon began to run. He went inside, past the priest, straight to the bathroom to throw up. He heard the door to the church lock, and looked back from the bathroom, through the door, to see the glint of a weapon touching against the white of the priest’s collar.

“I didn’t think priests would have weapons.”

“And I haven’t seen another person who talks to himself in years. Things change.”

“But they’re being controlled. We can’t just kill all of them.”

“You must.” The shadow, shooting past the holy water at the front of the church, had grown strong again in the dim lighting of the church.

“Your shadow. It speaks!”

“It’s been like that since the Spheres have come. I used to talk to it, but it never responded before today.”

Gideon pulled out his canteen, watched the eyes of the priest as he took a gulp, and handed it to him. “My last vice,” the priest said, eyeing the liquor, I gave up cigarettes.”

“I’m down to fifteen-a-day.”


#

“See, what I think is the spheres came from another planet. Like something out of the 50s movies, and, instead of taking us out, it just takes us. I don’t think there is a plan, other than chaos, behind any of it.”

“Yet they control just about everything,” Gideon replied. “Why follow me? Why was I led here? It’s as if they have some plan.” Gideon looked out a crack in the boarded up windows, a feature he liked about the fort/church, and saw her standing, surrounded by men, in the garden out back.

“Have they killed anyone?”

“No.”

Gideon’s shadow returned. “Yes, they have. Animals. Animals are disappearing.”

“I’m not about to listen to a talking shadow.”

If the shadow had eyes, Gideon presumed he would be looking at the priest in a less than pleasant way.

“Are you one of those priests who believe in God?”

“Hmm, seem to have touched a nerve. I don’t talk to mad constructs.”

“I have a plan.”

“Speak.”

“I am listening,” the shadow said, Gideon still unsure if it could read his thoughts.

He told them, the priest shaking his head from the outset, the shadow not saying a single word. “So if we take her out of the equation,” Gideon said towards the end, “and figure out what these things are, we just might be able to slow them.”

Gideon had been right about a few things. The Black Spheres were centralized around the girl who had touched him, as though they had a leader, something that was the eyes and ears, while the others were helpless drones. 

As power is at the center of everything, Gideon had thought he could beat the Spheres. Had they spread across the world? Was this is minor occurrence? Gideon wasn’t sure. Really didn’t care either. He sought an escape for one person, and if he found out the shadow was dead, and the priest died after shooting off his gun, then so be it. He had to act cold in life; warmth wasn’t a luxury, life not a quest, it was all reality. 

He walked to her. She just stood, the eyes as white as the moon, cutting holes in his chest. He noticed more about her this time: the white hair matched the eyes, the hands were clenched (she was ready to fight) while the others were the drones. Did these things think? Could they decipher what he was about to do? 

He closed in. Heard it. Saw it. The movement behind him was what came first, and he wasn’t’ sure how he sensed this, and why his shadow was all of a sudden gone. He turned in time to see the gun flash, to hear the priest yell out, and see a flood of Spheres head towards the man who spoke with God. It would have been a fitting ending for Gideon, for he was never on top of things, had no faith, no reason, really, to move forward in life. 

But the flashes of red came next. A new flood came: Red Spheres began storming down from the skies, intercepting the Black Spheres before they reached the armed priest, who was letting off shots and screaming proverbs as they came at him.

“You were going to kill me.”

Gideon  really couldn’t believe his eyes – it was the girl’s shadow. “I can’t control it, but I held it off when I could. And you were going to kill me.”

“How do you know that? Are you sure? I intended to attack the beast within you, but I’m no hero, if it came to your death so be it.”

“Gideon.” The lights had all ceased, and the priest was talking to him, and he wasn’t sure why he was still alive. Part of him worried about his shadow, another about the girl with a gun to his head. “Gideon there all gone!”

He analyzed her shadow, saw a game had been played on him. 

“I really wasn’t going to kill you. I give you my word.” The shadow looked at him, he felt the pain in his arm, something fighting to be released inside him. 

He felt his shadow return, the smirk on its face, as the sun began to call out again, and he thought that, maybe, he could hear some birds chirping. All good signs.

“I doubt we will ever understand.”

“Your plan was a disaster.”

“It was a sound plan.”

“It would have never worked. Cut off the head and three more …”

He looked up, could have sworn he saw something moving in the clouds. He wasn’t sure what the Spheres all meant, why some had attacked others, like a big mistake had been made. He saw that the others were all passed out.

“I’m done.” One would think Gideon would have had something better to say. “I’m not one to change, never was, really.”

“It was a happy ending, Gideon.” The priest moved towards him. “Son, I think change will come.”

If there was an ending, it could be found in the way he began to march down the road, trying, as always, to outdistance his shadow. 






Spartan is 16, Chapter 3, a novel by Jacob Malewitz, Castle Siege 200

Spartan is 16

A novel by Jacob Malewitz

Columbia, 400

Civilization Empires, 200

Wordpress, 200

Archangels of the Sword, 3 trill

Red Shirt, 5 short stories 

Ch. 3

Red hit the ground, rolled over, eyeing a weapon from the latest Combat Spartan who decided to take the high bounty--the very high bounty--on his head. So he rolled into a punch, then went for the small blade lieing on a table next to the bed, which happened to hold a naked women, her breasts a prize for Red, and she started laughing when he cut the throat of the Combat Spartan. “Nother’ day on the road, that’s what my father told,” and he finished the Combat Spartan by taking the blade and diving into his chest, a gruesome business when he pulled the heart out. He jumped back into bed, trapped by the perfume of this prostitute, a black Nubian girl, of a slave caste, whose best quality was her skin, her worst, her skinny hips, discolored nails, missing front tooth--traits that reminded Red, also from a slave caste, a Afrikana caste, that his time on the top could end all too quickly.

“Take it off, shuzza, that’s what he said, take it off, shizza.”

“What the hell does Shizza mean?”

He put the knife to her throat, still eyeing her breasts, and she stopped asking questions, knowing this man didn’t like pop quizzes after screwing.

“Culture, my ladey’, culture. Once you’re on top, everyone wants to sleep with you.”

“Then you must not--” she stopped, and he let out a guttural laugh. 

“Quite right, quite.”

He went to the floor, scrounging for his old combat boots, finding them next to an pile of needles each with opium chemicals laced with other fine drugs from the deep north of old world. He pulled them on, walking around the room with nothing on but his combat boots, making her giggle. That pissed him off. He killed her and left the room--a black shirt hiding  a small belly, as well as a blade; an opium pipe in his hand, a drug of choice; orange pants he took off a male hooker whom he became involved with, because of the pants; and the old combat boots he took off a dead Combat Spartan a decade ago. He looked quite old, and to some peoples that made him evil, for either he be wise, or he be wicked.

The pipe calmed him, its aroma catching glances from around the street of Wake Omega, a city a good distance from Wake Alpha, on the dark side of the planet. He looked up, always expecting to see either light or Hades, but only saw the darkness barely lit by a small moon, the tiny stars saying come and see, come and see, the hot stars saying the world was small in the whole scheme of things.

“Old man running, can’t stop running,” and he jingled his own trademark terrible songs as he walked down the straight of darkness, pulling on hookers shirts and eyeing all the weapons available for sale on the streets. The machines were gone--and in another way they weren’t. Their weapons said hello to the end of humanity, and humanity was sick here, almost not even human. Machine like creatures with human brains walked around, straight out of the neo theater, the dark theater which told you all the history of Wake World, before and after the fall. The science stories, the small magazines which told stories too crazy not to be true. The old term was Wake Dark, Wake Light … that the cities meant nothing … the darkness and the light did.

Back to the streets, hitting up every dealer he could, the old and forgotten hell bringer pushed on to his destination, remembering, for a brief moment, his life in a nutshell was screwing and smoking, where once it had been all screwing, sometimes all killing. He was, in a sense, the darkest of the tech lords, the so called society enders who became powers here on Wake World. Wake Dark, Wake Light.

He kept walking, but in circles. 

“What does my bro--” said a dealer before Red grabbed the man by the balls and pushed them back into his lungs, where they belonged.

“Another mile down the road, all that they told,” and his symmetry was odd in that he couldn’t stop walking this single route, couldn’t escape his own chaos for the life of him. Then it came, the small vision of a gate in his mind, where blood flowed, because sometimes his mind told him the oddest of things. Once, he thought he was an angel, then a mad angel, then a warrior messiah. In a sense, he was the messiah for the Spartan people, the ones who wanted to die.

His cadence continued, and whenever someone tried to stop him, he pulled out an old poem, one terrible line followed by another, then proceeded to put pain on them like he’d been taught. 

“Dude, you gotta stop this shit,” said the dealer behind him, “or I stop it for you,” and the smell of the old pulse pistol said so many things to the dark Red, the man of the hour who fell more at home with a pistol to his brains than most.

“Righti-o, my man. What you need, I got,” and he pulled the opium pipe out of his mouth.

“I know who you are, my man,” said the wannabe killer, “And I intend to end this game, Red.”

“Who’s Red?”

“The dude who ended it all, the joe who used too much angel dust, the dead dude, you, the end. There were stories--” And just as the dealer continued to tell his epic tale of writers saying one man would end the new eden in a fiery grace, the gun shot, too late to readjust, and Red came into the dealer full swing.

“You talk too much, you know too much.”

He pulled the pistol out of the dead hand, eyeing a group of hookers down the street, one, whose bionic leg looked quite odd rising up into her skirt, looked away … a mistake.


#

Red played this evil game for years. There was the line between Wake Light and Wake Dark. The cities were just dead instruments of justice, meant to keep things in line in case the Free Machines came back in full force. Or the angels. Or those who remembered the days when Spartans still ruled the world, the old world, the place of dreams now for so many youth.

The world was big, but not that big. The lines between, it was said, were full of machines. Or they were underground … or in space … or home, where the rest of humanity laughed at the small band of Spartans, laughed at the first human colonizers of space for destroying themselves. If they only knew what Wake World knew, if they had the gods that Wake had, perhaps they wouldn’t think—

Red played this evil game for years, eyeing the prize as he went from drug deal to drug deal. His problem was emotional: he hated the face in the mirror … liked killing others to see that last glimmer in their eye … and still had the idea he was a renegade outside of society, looking in and laughing.

He took the hooker down the street, pretending to be her escort perhaps, or maybe her Duva, the pimp who said what went down, collected the bills, and screwed with every one of his girls.

“Tell me, girl, it the world who made me or was it them who made me.”

“Please, hon, just let me get going.” Her skin, a white, her smell, a fragrance of flowers, turned out not to be an asset anymore. She didn’t mind the hands, it seemed, until they went to her throat. “Tell me girl, would you like to be dead or an agent of chaos.”

“Agent.”

“Right-o. You got it going for you. Could get you some money, or something, could help you out.”

“You’re evil. You want me to—“

“Don’t jump ahead of me. What I want I will get, and what I want is a moment of your time. See, we were slaves once. Sure, you look like an aristocrat, but that’s because your ancestors were good looking, not because they were royalty. Same with me. Nubian genes in me, and it’s said I might have some Pharaoh blood, see, but what I really want is to take what’s mine.”

“I am an agent of chaos.”

“Good. Add some chaos to the situation,” he said, pulling off his cap, the orange cap he stole from a different male prostitute. And it seemed for a moment she could see the change in his eyes, much like Janus, the two faced god, and he turned into someone else.

“Yes, my name is Red, darling, and I am very old, older than the first light, some say, and that means I’m a god.”


Ch. 4

The M-16 felt cold to touch, arcing upward out of the back of his cloth garment, a white overcoat concealing him from eyes and from the rain. His fingers, touching the gun, hoped for a moment of calm, shaking as they were. 

M wasn’t sure: did he kill the machine? Why did it try to kill him? And how the hell did it get a job as a bartender in Wake Alpha?

He looked up at the rays of light, letting the sun cool him and heat him up in its odd celestial way. He wondered about the darkness not so far away, the other side of the planet, and he wanted to remember---for that one moment—what had really happened on Wake Dark, what had set the evil in motion. A piece of him, he felt, was over there, and he simply could not figure out why; the only thought was of father: a man of history, a drinker, a forgotten soul who wanted to be forgotten after mom died. He felt the pain gash at him, reeling him in like a net, telling him not to think anymore and just do.

But that was what his father had done: stopped thinking. It’s all that made sense anymore. He had to think; it was the choice; it made him different.

Pulling on the gun, he lost himself in the wave of walking straight out of the city. “Trapped,” he whispered to no one, making sense of nothing with it. He knew no other place, knew few other ways to live, than living and fighting here.

“Best to make the best of it,” he recalled his father telling him.

So instead of leaving the city and running away, he turned in, pushed past the suburbs, walked into a gang area, still harnessing his weapon; walked past a military outpost covered in the yellow of the elite warriors of Wake, the Spartans with direct bloodlines to the old world; walked deeper into the city, his eyes catching other’s eyes, his steps a tide pushing him onward. He went to the old world, here, the first settlement Persepolis, built much like the one of Athens, or at least the pictures of Athens. He walked right into the eye of a storm, not realizing it. He walked into the Wake Spartan dining area, looking for nothing, finding too much, he later realized, finding far too much.

“Wake Spartans,” said the recruiter, “aren’t about making choices, or thinking, or reacting, they act, they make the opponent react, they don’t think. And you want to know why, brother? You want to know why Wake Spartans kill more of the Red Monsters than anyone else? Because we have souls.”

“Souls?”

“A piece of us—“

“Why would we have souls?”

“Why not?”

“I don’t know. What are you, a Christian?”

“Where have you been?”

“In school,” M looked down.

“Right, they teach you how to use this,” this warrior said, pointing to his head, “but I will teach you how to use this,” he said, pointing at his hand, “and then this.” The fingers rested on M’s heart.


# ##

M took the gun and set it on the table; the metal of the M-16 calmed him for some reason, reminding him of his calm father sitting at the table all those moments ago and telling stories, saying the right things, not speaking of the madness and how it was in his day, for in those moments it was his day.

“It’s my only weapon,” he said smiling through the lie.

“So I see.” His name was Artimus, a descendant of  a great Greek philosopher who turned into a warrior poet when his family was murdered by Persian mercenaries; the best kinds of men were made out of extreme pain, as were the worst. “But do you truly know how to use it? Can you spot a man six hundred yards away with the sight, can you see a Free Machine stopping because of one single bullet?”

“In my experience, you shoot for the head, human or machine, and it works out.”

“Cute, good,” and the aging Combat Spartan pulled out a cigar, two actually, and handed one to M. “It’s a nasty habit but it’s doubtful you’ll die from it.”

“What is it? Drugs?”

“In a sense, but it doesn’t have the effects of opium or angel dust.”

“Oriental?”

“A bit west of the old Sparta, a bit west,” lighting it, holding it in his mouth as he inspected the M-16. “This is a good weapon,” and he tried to break it in half. What the hell! M screamed. “A good weapon,” Artimus answered, “is the kind that keeps working when it’s broken.”

“A blade?”

“That breaks isn’t worthy of a Combat Spartan. Tell me, where did you get this weapon?”

“Long story.”

“I have all the time in the world, M.”

“My father gave it to me, said it was special.”

“Ah, a Talisman, but there is more.”

“My mother altered it, the scope, because it was meant for the old world with old gravity. They say weight is less there, that you can’t move quite as fast. So she altered the sights to make it work better, even made bullets out of …” he slowed, a guttural laugh building in his system, “Silver so my father could kill any wolf that came into my bed when I was a baby. They spent years putting it together. In one of my father’s drunken memories, he said he did break it.”

“And?”

“And she fixed it. He says it’s never been the same. He said it’s never been the same. That the gun lost hope in him.”

“Ah, so you do know of spirits,” said Artimus, looking down the scope.

“I suppose so. But what does it matter? A Free Machine has no spirit. I only want to know how to kill them: where they are, how to end them, where the rest are, how to blow them all up.”

“Violence.”

“Violence.”

Artimus set the gun down, pulled up his boot, and laid an old Roman model blade, called a Gladius, on the table. Yet M saw differences in the design. Originally, from his history, he knew the Gladius blades come from the Iberian Peninsula in the, from Spaniard lands. This blade was different: a red handle, a star on the tip that looked quite like a diamond, and a heavier edge than a normal Gladius which made it seem much like an axe hacking downward. He held it in his hands, eyeing the tip, touching the tip and drawing blood. “Real?”

“Real.”

“Yours?”

“Yours.”


 “He found hell yesterday,” Artimus continued with his own stories of who he was, what he be, where the stars set for him and his dreams.

M wanted to ask a question, like exactly what the meaning was, yesterday, but he let Artimus continue.

“Old ways stopped working. He broke our phalanx, our supreme weapon against the darkness of the night, against death herself, and all my brothers died, and both my sons died, and all that came out of the darkness was me, a blade in one hand, a handful of pain in the other. I just couldn’t stop: killing. It changes you, seeing death, and I saw her.”

“Madness!” M wanted to say, wanted to scream out. Death? There was no death: the old visceral idea that hell didn’t serve it, humanity served the goddess of the underworld. It was all wrapped up in philosophy and religion. Madness! he wanted to yell, but he bit his tongue and continued listening.

“There is more—and I see it in your eyes—to this world than the small battles we face every day. The archons have fallen from the graces of the light. A war of attrition, see, between humanity, and it will take one soul to bring us back together against the Free Machines.”

There was a moment of silence, M holding his breath the entire time, until he let some air out, finding the right words, the only word. “Who?”

“Not you.”

“Why not?”

“A girl. A hero born out of the night of Wake.”


##

Both taking puffs on their cigars—which M found made his mouth taste like gruel—they left the small Combat Spartan operation center. M had many questions. Who … what … where … and why were simply the basics. Who ruled Wake Dark? Red? That stung him: the evil darkness ruled by a man who sold out his own people to machines, ending the Wake golden age, killing so very many. He wanted Red dead. More, he wanted Red’s death to be painful. He would take him apart piece by piece until there was nothing left save some DNA evidence; he would burn the that; he would end his first life.

“I’ve never killed.”

“And you’ve never—“

“A human.”

“Right. If you want to be a Combat Spartan, you’ll need more than weapons to kill.”

He looked up at space. “Why can’t we go up instead of around?”

“What do you mean?” Artimus’s eyes lit up. “You want to hit the Free Machines in space?”

“Right.”

“No aircraft left not on full time defense duty.”

“Could we borrow one?”

“Could ‘borrow’ one if you got past a few battalions and hacked into the net.”

“The net?”

“Don’t ask me, I live outside of technology. Scares the damn out of me.”

“I have a secret,” M said, pulling out his own blade, “And it’s one I’ve never told anyone. I’ve known you one day,” he slowed. He made eye contact with Artimus, the engineer of the Combat Spartans, the last of a generation; the rest died by the bottle or smoked themselves senseless; the rest died in battle, to be remembered or forgotten. “I have my own blade, a magical blade, a powerful—“

“Spare me the poetry; don’t show it to me.”

“Why?”

“Because it’s not in the way things go. I must tell you a secret then, and you wouldn’t want to hear that. No one should hear my secrets.”

The blade in his hand, the free blade in his palm, he eyed the outskirts of Wake Alpha. It was the capital, and there was a sort of peace occurring here, a time of relief. Death was here too, death and the end, not so far from each other, not so far from Wake. They said—

And he stopped, realizing Artimus had stepped away, to a small marker on the ground.

“There was a time,” said the Combat Spartan, “When this line was the one line we had to hold. I wanted to forget it, but memories that shouldn’t be forgotten rarely are.”

“A line?”

“Sometimes you have to make a stand for something; ours was for survival.”

“Tell me everything.”

“I’ve told you much,” replied Artimus.

“And I want more.”


The story went slowly at first, the gate bringing Spartans and even a few Athenians and Egyptians across the galaxy. There had been stories of gates crossing the gaps in space before; early Greek science evolved quickly, explaining that traveling through this space the Earth rescided in, was quite impossible. But someone, from some other time, perhaps a dozen millennia before the first Dorians “civilized” Greece, knew this first. And they built a gate, with a key. And this key took a mass of Spartans and a few dozen Athenian and Egyptian carpenters and scientists and philosophers across the gap. To men with faith, it was a last chance to escape the solar system, Noah’s voyage in action. Stories of gates were as common as stories of Babel and God, yet this gate existed, this gate worked, and this gate brought Dorians to Wake.

“So it went,” said Artimus, “And they don’t tell you that in school.”

“Some of it.”

“Sure,” Artimus replied, “there was a ‘magical” gate that took us here, a place rich in goods. But we changed here on Wake, very early: we became power mongers and tech lords and opium and rum addicts; we destroyed more than we created in the first millennia.”

“Millenia! They said we’ve been here four—“

“Not four generations, not even close. It’s the believers, who are close on many things, but want us to believe we’re still connected to the lands of Earth, that the gods still exist, that God is still here with us. We can’t believe this is us, we are here, and there is nothing but darkness and light. It’s too tragic, even for a poet.”

“I don’t believe you,” said M.

“You don’t have to, my soldier, because I might be wrong. There are stories of men being here before even us, the original builders of the gate and some Chaos God, who were sick with technology when man had yet to build a city. But it’s what I believe; it’s in the Book of Lights.”

M stopped, pulling a small, tattered and leather bound copy of Book of Lights out. “The machine gave me this.”

“Yes?”

“And then tried to kill me.”

Artimus stopped. They weren’t going anywhere in particular, in a philosophical sense, but on the physical level they had left Wake Alpha a dozen miles ago, going through small hamlets and crossing bridges over dark and sick looking rivers. They called them the blood rivers; no one drank from them; no one went there unless they intended to die.

“He gave you the Book of Lights and then tried to kill you. Ha! You see the symbolism, correct?”

“No.”

“You will.”

They stopped at a bridge, where a Combat Spartan in ancient ceremonial gear, with even his spear and short sword, stood. He walked toward them, his head down and  his walking slow; old, was M’s original thought, for he walked angled, like a drunk, but held his spear steady and kept his eyes downward, looking at the stones on the ground.

“Keepers of the Light,” said the Spartan.

“Bringers of the Machines,” said Artimus.

“Are the end and the beginning.”

The Combat Spartan went to the ground, laying his head on the sand. “I grow old, Artimus.”

“I have—“ but M was stopped.

“He’s just a Spartan Poet, my friend, just a Spartan who fought at the Gate so long ago.” “You fought at the gate?”

“Fraid so.”

“And?”

“And nothing.”

“How old are you? That was two centuries ago.”

“I am very old.” And he was. This veteran missed one eye, had a slight stutter to his voice, one lip pushing against the other when words came out; his motion was chaotic, for he danced with death; his body itself was huge, but slim in the gut, his arms muscled even for an old man. “Have you not known the ways of the Art?”

“Nope,” said M, sick of everything and too confused to care.

“it’s the path to immortality..”

“No one lives forever.”

“True, but some of us live longer. The keepers of the light, they live on, young man, and I am one of them.”

“I am a Combat Spartan.”

“Good,” the veteran said, uncaring.

“I killed a Free Machine.”

“And what? You want respect and power.”

M wanted to kill him, to let his rage out. He wanted to tell him how he’d lived alone for 8 years, living on the streets sometimes, taken in by friends and strangers, bums and the lowest of society. Because society didn’t help the fallen, because ..

The Spartans had forgotten him; he didn’t want their respect; he wanted answers.

“I want more than that.”

“Ah, ambition is a sin to certain of us. Not me. Certainly not me.” The Spartan pulled off his helmet, a long wave of graying hair falling down around his shoulders, then set his blade on the ground, giving M his good eye for a moment when he did so.

“I have better blades.”

“You don’t. This one speaks. Took it off a Free Machine at the gate.”

“This was made by a Free Machine,” replied M.

“What!”

Artimus let out a laugh. “The old sage is surprised.”

“Let me see this blade,” said the veteran.

“For what?”

“You want something?”

“Yes.”

“As always. I will tell you a story.”

“I want access to this gate. No stories.”


The gate stood, casting a shadow over the expanse. It held the old Dorians, it was said, or it held the keepers of hell, others said. If you saw this gate on an ordinary day—and which are those?—you might get a quick glimpse and keep walking. The doorway was made of wood, a gentle blacksmith had placed gems on the handles; an old door, this gate, and it didn’t seem to mind them staring at it. For some reason, M wanted to speak with it, like it had much to say. 

“You’re saying this old beaten doorway took man to the stars?”

“Quit reading your textbooks and open your eyes.”

“To what?”

“The wood, feel the wood, an old tree, from a time of angels on this earth. An old soul, not from a man or a women, not from a dog or a cat; this beast is alive with the very beginning of the universe, created by a race before even the angels, long before the Dorians.”

“It’s a wooden doorway.”

“Is he always this questioning?” The old man asked.


Tuesday, August 10, 2021

Red Necrosha Finder, a new short story, Eberron World of Rim 200, Izod Grapher Chronicles 5 trill

 Red Necrosha Finder

By Jacob Malewitz

6 Short Stories in play, 100

Tommy Sport, 200

Civilization Empires, 200

Homeland Civilizations, 200

F Scott Fitzgerald Cities of New York, 200

Izod Grapher Chronicles, 200 page 400mill


Who is play to Athens and Egypt; and who is better Egypt or Babylon. What is board, and what is game. Red, the color of a metal suit of armor: see it and watch it. Necrosha, the city of place and time, a good battlefield for Romans from Pegasus ships and Egyptians from gates of fantasy scrolls. That is win, and here we are origins and graphers, and here we see a place in the sky for everyone in the battlefields, but twelve, who said, mithril and adamanatium ships don't lose. For they were twelve who saw the world jump from Anterum, the ships and everyone speaking in different languages, with nothing left for us to look for our world again.


“No deceit with ships; we go in, we kill, and they disappear. The ships are not able to speak, and we have twelve kingdoms for them too.”


Part 1, The Fortress of Sky Realm


A Really Good Richard Yates Story, Tommy Jeans Best Short Story, Eberron World of Rim

A Really Good Richard Yates Story

by Jacob Malewitz

F Scott Fitzgerald, Manhattan Towers, 200trill

Wordpress, 4 mill

Blue Vest, 2 mill

Archangels of the Sword, 200


“Where can I find him?”

“You wish to read the—

“No.”

“You do not wish to read Richard—

“I would like to meet him.”

He began laughing; a fact that angered me more than my mother throwing me out of the house after I almost set the living room on fire with a couple cigarettes lit at the same time. I was down to fifteen a day before that, but let me tell you how I met Richard Yates.

“Richard Yates is dead.”

“The novelist?”

“Yes. A good writer but dead.”

“So your saying I can meet him.”

“Perhaps a dead Richard Yates would meet you.”

My imagination was on fire. I could meet the one writer whose books and short stories I had never read.

This is going to be a really good Richard Yates story. A man who had much in common with me, except for the fact all I knew of the man was a brochure I had received from Virginia Woolf, whom I corresponded with on occasion. I tried to tell it to this man, whose name I fear revealing will only shed more light on it. His name was Mcallmack, Richard Mccallmack. This got me thinking; was he Richard Yates?

“Virginia Woolf said he was a great writer.”

“I do not think she was alive when he started having success. I doubt she even knew him. You read this online did you not?”

“No, me and Virginia correspond frequently.”

“Oh, I talk to Hemingway a lot too.”

It was all making sense. This man knew famous writers too. I wanted to know more. “Please go on.”

“That was a joke.”

“Where can I find Hemingway. I do think I read “To Build A Fire.”

He started coughing at that point, and he would not stop. The man ended up dieing right in front of me. When the ambulance came—a white one—they were just as confused when I told them to contact Ernest Hemingway. Bad time to make jokes, I think one of them said.

“A joke?”

“You from another planet or something.”

“I guess I’m not, but I think I need Richard Yates’s phone number.”

He looked puzzled, and I was just the same. “He is a writer.”

“You’re a writer aren’t you? One of those metaphysical types who takes a couple shots of cold whiskey in their coffee in the morning.”

I had no idea what he said, but neither had I learned to put cold whiskey in a drink in such a way. It made me wonder if Richard Yates or Hemingway had done this. It made me wonder if I, too, could be a writer.

I left. Seeing a man die before your eyes is something that should always be explained in detail on a page faster than Hunter Thompson can write, and faster than Fitzgerald could down a pot of black coffee while Zelda worked her way out of a straitjacket. I have no idea who Hunter Thompson or Fitzgerald are, but I will move on lest I have confused you.

The days passing were kind of like being on a lock and key. All those generalizations of writers that could be found in dictionaries was not enough. “The Great Gatsby?” “Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas?” It was the sort of stuff man had been dealing with since the time of stone tools—again I meander.

I had a goal. It was all about finding this man Richard Yates and asking him the three questions we all wanted to ask God.

Working through the small cities with a dictionary picture in hand—I think it was a literary biography encyclopedia book of some sort—I went to every writer I could find and asked where I could find this elusive man. One man started laughing at me and I wanted to punch him. He did offer to sell me drugs. I took that as a sign Yates was slaving away on his novel during the day, and playing the role of a junkie at night. I wanted to read his works, but I barely knew the man.

The list could go on about what people said to me. Some laughed in my face, after which I snapped a few times and attacked them, but for the most part the people would offer me spare change and shots of whiskey in exchange for never bothering them again. What I did not understand was why the whiskey was so warm.

One man drew me a map that I proceeded to follow, but it lend straight into the police station. I went in, asked for Richard Yates, and they even looked up on this desktop sort of machine, and said there were a thousand living Richard Yates.

“Richard Yates the writer.”

“We can’t compute that.”

“Compute until you find him.” The man had grown angry with me so I had punched him; it cost me this time. That was a mistake, but the few days I was in lockdown proved fruitful. I thought that, perhaps, instead of finding this Yates man I should find either Hemingway or Thompson. For some reason the name Fitzgerald scared me.

I looked at the clock in the asylum, I mean jail, and wondered aloud whether I would ever find these great writers. A man who had been staring at me was combing his hair with a switchblade—he seemed my type of friend: Any man who could get a knife in a jail was worthy of asking some questions.

“You don’t know Richard Yates, do ya?”

“Names Kronick.”

“That’s a really good name, but I asked a question.”

“Ya, I heard of him.”

“Can you find him for me? I have all the spare change you will ever need.”

“Buy the ticket, take the ride.”

“I like that, buy the ticket—“

“How much change you got.”

“I think it’s mainly dimes, but we’ve got a few quarters in there too. Enough to make it to California.”

“Why California?”

“I heard he wrote movie scripts there.”

“Sounds like a plan.”


We went on this journey of sorts, where spare change seemed to turn into more spare change. I would set the coins on a table, and more would appear. I guess it was how I looked: Professional. I offered my services to the people who added to my collection, asked if they were looking for Richard Yates too, but no one seemed to know the man. He was almost dead; a man forgotten by the world.

I would like to compare him to Hemingway, but what would be the point? Both were successful writers and I could not tell you one more word of comparison. I knew a few dictionary notes on each, but they seemed as different as decaf to the strongest whiskey soaked coffee in the world.

Kronick was a life savior. Our car broke down at one of these establishments we stopped at, and he went so far to acquire a vehicle without even asking the people who owned it. I had never thought cars could just be hopped in like that; my father would always take a knife when talking to people in cars, always winking at me as he did this, but Kronick seemed to be more of an honest man.

We worked our way as far as Maine until I found out I was reading the dictionary biography of Stephen King. My glasses had been lost when Kronick passed them over for a clear bag of what he said was aspirin, and even squinting could not reveal a difference between the life of Stephen King and Richard Yates. The journey had been expensive as well: Where once we had $2.50, now we were down to half that. I hoped people would exchange more coins with us, though I still did not understand why they would just set them on the table without taking any of ours.

“Where are we going again?” Kronick was busy smoking his aspirin, which looked like it might have helped the headache I had from driving so much and drinking the strong coffee.

“Richard Yates.”

“Oh yeah, Richy Rich.”

“Do not ever call him that again.” I gave him the most daring look I could imagine.

“If I see him, and he makes all that money writers make, I think we should trade cars like we always do.”

“I still can’t believe you just take it and they don’t even mind.”

“Been doin’ it all my life bro; people got more than they really need anyways.”

We drove. Drove and stopped and tried to drink this coffee with aspirins in it, which made me oddly aroused. The waitress looked like a million bucks after taking the aspirin, like traveling down a road where there were only bats and then seeing a white dove.

“What’s your name? Is it Richard Yates?”

“Uh, my name is Sara.” She did look like a Sara, but I had this inclination there was more to her than just her name.

“And you know Richard Yates. Is that what you’re saying?”

“You folks movie stars or something?” She said. “You sure look it.”

“We are movie stars interested in finding a certain Richard Yates,” Kronick said as he put some aspirin on his teeth.

“I’ll be off in an hour.”

I had heard that phrase before in New York after someone slipped something into my drink. “Only if you add a shot of whiskey to the coffee—cold whiskey.”

“You like cold whiskey too!”

We were in love, me and Sarah. She seemed to have a lot of headaches, taking the aspirins so much that Kronick got relatively pissed off. She did have a good temperament, the longest white legs I had ever seen, and eyes that could kill.

“We’re going to Hollywood.” I said as we drove down some forgotten interstate.

“You are movie stars!” She yelled. “I just knew something strange about you folks. And you paid with spare change because your mansions are so expensive. It really does make sense.”

I had no idea what she just said, but three was not company in my book.


Traveling is like finding a good piano with all the vestiges of old wood and broken keys that reminded me of home. Sarah seemed to take it well, even after she threw up some aspirin, and it all amounted to a portrait that both Kronick and me saw ourselves as. We were like renegades in the badlands, taking the queen out of the castle because the whiskey was too warm or her husband not fitting for someone of her class. I began to call her queen, thinking of traveling through another wasteland without a queen was something I didn’t want.

“Queen, huh. Think Richard Yates will be impressed to meet a queen?”

“I know it, darling. He’s probably a heavy drinker/smoker, but whose perfect?”

By the time we reached Hollywood it was apparent the spare change we had would not go very far. The headaches were getting worse and we were all out of aspirin. At one point on the journey I had started babbling about too much light reflecting off the dashboard and nearly crashed us into a tree.

The man who seemed to be working the for quarters on the street in Hollywood had all the answers.

“Know him? I used to live with Richard Yates.” It made sense: millionaires working like they were some inept car washers. This man would lead us to Richard Yates. “And I’ll do it for free. Can I have some of the cocaine?”

“What?”

“Oh I see how it is. Then forget it!”

“We do have aspirin.”

“No we don’t. But we can get more of the fine snow.” Kronick seemed confident, and it was becoming apparent this man either had severe back problems or ate aspirin like it were candy.

We found some more aspirin. And I was surprised that the kinds at the local stores was not the right flavor of aspirin. We had to go behind a store and beat up a guy so he would give us some.

“This is not helping our mission,” I said as I watched the blood spill down the white man’s face.

“Ya, ya. It’s all about Richard Yates isn’t it! Huh? Well let me tell you. I already know where to find him. He’s dead.”

“That’s not funny.”

“I read your stupid book, he died over fifteen years ago. How could you miss that?”

“He was too good to just die.”

“You never read a damn word of his stuff. You’re living in an illusion.”

“And you have a aspirin problem.”

“Doesn’t change the fact he’s dead.”

“Don’t yell so much dudes.” Queen seemed disturbed by all these events, and there was little I could do. Kronick was important to my mission, he had all this addicting aspirin, but there was little I could do.

“I think this is where we part ways, Kronick.”

“And you know what? It’s not aspirin you idiot. It’s a drug. It’s cocaine. I been stealing all this money and cars just to get more. That’s why I was in prison.”

He pulled out his blade. “The car and the babe are mine.”

He really wanted to kill me at that moment. I had never been in a fight in my life, never done so much as a pushup, and Kronick was ripped, armed, and messed up on coffee, whiskey, and aspirin. My odds were low.

Queen made a move I did not expect. She must have known I would lose the battle with Kronick. She did some sort of ninja move that words cannot express, but I will try. She put one hand on the ground, threw her legs up and around Kronick’s neck, and then twisted. He fell to the ground immediately. “You killed Kronick!”

“He’s not dead.”

“That was the best move since—“

“You guys aren’t movie stars are you?”

“No.”

“And Richard Yates is really dead isn’t he?”

“That is a yes and no question. I will find the man.”

“Why?”

“Because I have nothing better to do.”


Out of aspirin, a pretty girl sitting next to me, the sun a bit too strong reflecting off the dashboard, and not a diner in the state that would serve whiskey with coffee—it was becoming apparent Richard Yates did not stay here long. I did not know much about writers, but aspirin and whiskey are key ingredients in the cocktails they mix.

“What if he really is dead?” Said Queen.

“I never believed in life after death.”

“What?”

“He can’t be dead. It wouldn’t be right. We will find him.”

“What does the book say?”

“He was working on adapting a novel into a movie. Something bad happened.”

“All we need is whiskey, cigarettes, coffee, and aspirin.”

“We buy the ticket, we take the ride.”

We left California. I heard of a writing retreat deep in the Oregon territory that Yates had once taught it. I won’t tell you how we found that out, but I will try. I had asked a man on the street washing windows in a brand new white suit—which made him really shine. He did not smell to well, but I imagined this man was a writer at some point.

“Oregon. Retreat.” That was the short version of what he said. I found out the rest by asking questions at party stores where we stocked up on whiskey and cigarettes. The aspirin was too high and we were out of money.

We reached Oregon, and I think the aspirin was wearing off. I began to look at Queen in a different way, but she ignored my lusty stares and sipped on whiskey. Queen was humming some song to herself, and I thought it showed talent.

We had a quarter left to find Richard Yates. Gas was expensive and I didn’t know how to borrow a car.

“Richard Yates is dead.”

“Same story that I don’t believe.” Allow me to back up. This man was a teacher at the retreat. We had walked about a mile to make it there; with nothing left to alter our thinking process.

“I don’t believe you.”

“I was at the funeral. He smoked and drank too much, but lived longer than his hero Fitzgerald.”

“Can we meet Fitzgerald? You think he knows where the man is.”

“You smell of whiskey, and she looks like a prostitute.”

I did punch the man, as you would imagine. He went down hard but got up and really laid me out with a few punches. He had the gray hairs but still put me down like a bad habit.

Queen started laughing. At first I thought it was because of me, and the way that the man had clocked me, but I saw that she was more hysterical.

“I think he is dead.” She said. “I gave up a minimum wage job for this.”

The teacher picked me up. “I’m sorry. I guess calling her a prostitute was wrong.”

“We just want to meet the man.”

“Would you like to meet a ghost instead?”

“Can I at least have some whiskey in my coffee?”

He started laughing. “Who the hell are you people? You seem to be the Richard Yates type.”

We ended up making friends with this man. He told me that every person we mentioned, from Hemingway to Yates, was actually dead. It made the challenge even greater for me. All we needed was a car, but I didn’t want to be drunk behind the wheel with a waitress desperate for more aspirin.

For some reason he gave us a car. Queen seemed pleased, but the bag of green weeds didn’t seem to appease her enough. The cigarettes did though.

“I think we should get off the aspirin,” she said to me.

“I’m wondering if we are wasting our time. I never even read one of his books.”

“Everyone says he’s dead.”

Let me tell you how I finally met Richard Yates. He was taller than I imagined, squinted his eyes in a way that made me think he needed glasses, smoked a couple cigarettes at a time like me. He didn’t take any aspirin, not even cold whiskey in his coffee, but he did know how to put words on the printed page. I met him in Canada. I went to the first person I saw and asked them if they were Richard Yates. Instead of laughing or acting confused, he told me a really good Richard Yates story.

“Who do you want to meet next?” Queen said.

“Virginia Woolf.”

“Is she dead too?”

“Writers never die; they just fade away. All we need is to borrow a car from Richard, some strong coffee, and a workmanlike approach to finding her.”


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